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Carry

A Memoir of Survival on Stolen Land

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NEW YORK TIMES EDITORS’ CHOICE • A powerful, poetic memoir about what it means to exist as an Indigenous woman in America, told in snapshots of the author’s encounters with gun violence.

Finalist for the Dayton Literary Peace Prize • Goop Book Club Pick • “Essential . . . We need more voices like Toni Jensen’s, more books like Carry.”—Tommy Orange, New York Times bestselling author of There There

Toni Jensen grew up around guns: As a girl, she learned to shoot birds in rural Iowa with her father, a card-carrying member of the NRA. As an adult, she’s had guns waved in her face near Standing Rock, and felt their silent threat on the concealed-carry campus where she teaches. And she has always known that in this she is not alone. As a Métis woman, she is no stranger to the violence enacted on the bodies of Indigenous women, on Indigenous land, and the ways it is hidden, ignored, forgotten.
In Carry, Jensen maps her personal experience onto the historical, exploring how history is lived in the body and redefining the language we use to speak about violence in America. In the title chapter, Jensen connects the trauma of school shootings with her own experiences of racism and sexual assault on college campuses. “The Worry Line” explores the gun and gang violence in her neighborhood the year her daughter was born. “At the Workshop” focuses on her graduate school years, during which a workshop classmate repeatedly killed off thinly veiled versions of her in his stories. In “Women in the Fracklands,” Jensen takes the reader inside Standing Rock during the Dakota Access Pipeline protests and bears witness to the peril faced by women in regions overcome by the fracking boom.
In prose at once forensic and deeply emotional, Toni Jensen shows herself to be a brave new voice and a fearless witness to her own difficult history—as well as to the violent cultural landscape in which she finds her coordinates. With each chapter, Carry reminds us that surviving in one’s country is not the same as surviving one’s country.
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    • Library Journal

      August 1, 2020

      Moving between personal recollections and historical observations, Jensen (Univ. of Arkansas; Inst. of American Indian Arts) narrates what it means to be M�tis, and what it feels like to be connected by bodies and land. Beginning by describing life in a fracking town, Jensen considers the history of land, from her hometown in Audubon County, IA, to the Standing Rock Reservation to each campus she attends, either as a student or as a professor. For Jensen, this is also a story about the cost of passing for white without trying. The degradation and exploitation of Indigenous women is never far from mind. How do we do memorialize the dead while being present for the living? She passionately shows how people become who they are, including her dad, who had a history of alcohol abuse and violence. These are the strongest parts of the book, as is her exploration of her ancestors, Road Allowance People from the southern prairies of Canada. The inclusion of sociological definitions, while sometimes distracting, underscores Jensen's aim to remind us that the language we use to discuss these issues is inextricably linked to cultural history. VERDICT A meditative exploration of people and place that shows what it means to live and survive.--Stephanie Sendaula, Library Journal

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    • Kirkus

      August 1, 2020
      Debut memoir from a Native author enmeshed in the American way of violence, alienation, and death. Jensen, who teaches writing at the University of Arkansas and the Institute of American Indian Arts, is M�tis, a descendant of mixed European and Native American ancestors. Of a childhood friend who professed to being part-Native, she writes memorably, "Of course, I objected to the language, the 'part.' Which part? The back of the left knee? The curve of the right ankle? The crook of an elbow? How many ways do we carve ourselves up and portion out our parts, our bodies for other people's comfort?" The string of onrushing questions is typical of Jensen's rhetorical stance, which is urgent and occasionally scattershot. When she lands on a target, she does so effectively: Her on-the-ground reports from the Bakken shale country, near the Standing Rock Reservation and its pan-Native protests against resource extraction, are illuminating, and her visceral reaction to the thought that students on her campus are now allowed to carry concealed weapons--even after so many school shootings--makes for a powerful rejection of a culture that has always been grounded in violence and intimidation. Jensen also looks back on an encounter with a mentally ill and potentially murderous student in Kingman, Arizona, where she taught for a time while looking at Oklahoma City bomber Timothy McVeigh's old haunts. That terrorist act, she observes, caused the most number of civilian casualties in this country until 9/11. She pointedly adds, "you don't have to leave the state of Oklahoma to find other examples, though," such as the massacre of African Americans in Tulsa in 1921 and "the 8,700-17,000 Choctaw, Creek, Chickasaw, Cherokee, and Seminole people who died during the Removal Era." Mostly on point and sure to interest those opposed to a world of angry men and their guns, bulldozers, and writs.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      October 12, 2020
      In this stirring series of essays, Jensen, a Métis writer and English professor at the University of Arkansas, muses on an expansive range of pressing issues facing America today. The unifying theme is violence: domestic violence; violence against Indigenous people; violence linked to mental health and poverty; and the violence of erasure via white supremacy. In the title essay, Jensen writes that in 2018 “according to a new law, anyone who’s licensed can come to Kimpel Hall carrying a handgun, to my office, Kimpel 221, carrying a handgun, to my classroom, carrying a handgun.” She then reveals, in a chilling turn, that she sits down the hall from where, in 2000, “a graduate student, recently expelled from the program,” shot a professor. In another notable essay, “Dog Days,” Jensen tells of her abusive father and how after many years they “have made a sort of peace with each other.” Jensen also provides an inside look into Standing Rock and the Dakota Access Pipeline protests in the powerful “Women in the Fracklands.” This beautiful assemblage of essays braids a visceral reminder of America’s current troubles, and a deeper understanding of how they came to be.

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